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Theater Of Piss

by Blush

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1.
... 00:16
2.
A Window 07:45
(A town is a thing like a colonial animal, a town has a nervous system and a head and shoulders and feet. A town is a thing separate from all the towns so that there are no two towns alike, and a town has a whole emotion.) As the wind blows and your mind grows there's a window to let your mind grow/ does it hurt to know the truth? Doesn't seem to hurt you, I can see for miles and miles and miles the way you do, the way you do/ Tomorrows all I know and yesterdays gone cold and I'm growing old so I run away run away the way you do/ How many moneys have you spent all day? injecting tiny tiny sugars into your veins/ how many coffees have you drank today? how many circles will you run in today? There's a window Theres a window and I'm rolling down the canyon/ there's a window and I'm rolling away/ I can see you walking down the canyon, how many times will you look my way? I can see you with my bifocal, look do you see me looking your way
3.
Jungle Jim 03:48
Down in the jungle, down in the jungle, down in the jungle there's a little bit of me/ down in the jungle, down in the jungle, down in the jungle I'm a little bit Chinese/ Jungle Jim/ nothing in the jungle, Jungle Jim, nothing in the jungle, what's that you got in the Jungle Jim? nothing in the jungle/ Jungle Jim/ 1 2 3 4, 4 3 2 1/ down in the jungle, down in the jungle, down in the jungle eating little kitty meat/ down in the jungle, down in the jungle, down in the jungle and who do do I meet?/ Jungle Jim
4.
TV Channel 2 04:53
I saw you dancing on tv channel 2, can we work it out just me and you? I do nothing but watch tv too, let me take a take take a look at you/ got this song stuck in my head, in my head, in my head/ I love to watch you move, do you like to watch me too? All I do is watch you on channel 2, I can't seem to get enough of you/ I saw you dancing on tv channel 2, can we work it out just me and you? I do nothing but watch tv too, let me take a take a take a look at you/ got this song stuck in my head, in my head, in my head/ I cannot put down that remote, I cannot think straight anymore/ The tv's talking to me ends up talking backwards to me, I have no feelings anymore/ turn the channel watch you on the TV set, set, sit and watching tv/ I saw you dancing on tv channel 2, can we work it out just me and you? I do nothing but watch tv too, let me take a take take a look at you
5.
I'm the creature at a crawl/ and you've never looked so small/ and I'm the creature that you are/ and I've never laughed so hard/ I'm the creature/ I know what you are, you're nothing good and I knew it from the start/ I know what you are your nasty lips and your broken heart/ I know who you are, your lips taste good and you look so hot/ Oh I know who you are there's nothing good in your heart/ I'm the creature/
6.
Paranoia Pop 04:30
Paranoia pop, paranoia pop pop/ well, well, well, look we have here/ Mary had a smile no matter where she go go/ paranoia/ Mary's always checking, checking on her toe toes/ paranoia/ Mary checks the children and always runs home, home/ paranoia/ Mary sees a little man lurking in the shadow/ paranoia/ paranoia pop, paranoia pop pop/ Mary looks scared no matter where she go go/ paranoia/ Mary's got this bright red red lip lipstick/ paranoia/ please Mary turn around and give me a lick lick/ paranoia/ Mary's head will look so good on a wooden stick/ paranoia/ Marys scared to walk home, what's in the shadow? Mary what you wearing? Mary what you wearing? Mary's wearing tight skirt lips red white shirt, Mary what you wearing? Mary what you wearing? Mary smells good Marys got this cool look/ Marys got me shook Marys looking real good/ long face Mary, lookin lookin scary red like a cherry, can I taste what you're like? Mary what you wearing?
7.
shoot, shoot, shoot your gun/ What's in your head? what's in your gut? it's the end of world/ I'd like to say goodbye to all my friends that live in my head/ wishful thinking, thinking/ let me know when you're done thinking/ shoot, shoot, shoot your gun/ I can't believe that you'd wanna hold all my money it's so damn mean, save some room for me/ look at me I'm making big money, look at me, just wanted to say one thing, thing, say one thing/ I miss you
8.
1 2 3 4, 1 2 3/ killuh kommie, killuh kommie, killuh kommie kill kill kill/ hey ho / shoot the bore killuh kommie, shoot to kill killuh kommie/
9.
I wear my heart on my sleeves, my heart's been broken too many times/ and you don't care about my heartache, and you don't care bout nothing at all/ that lonesome road/ you drink yourself out of heartache, and let yourself feel nothing at all/ I got no one where I'm going, I got no one left at all/ it's a lonesome road, but that's where my heart goes as I grow cold/ I find it hard to let you go, but I can't grow until you know/ I'm a lonesome cowboy and my heart tends to ride, ride alone/ it's my heart that's aching, it's my body shaking until you know/
10.
Well it's good to see you, don't forget to grab your coat because it's cold outside, don't you mind that heavy rain/ stay warm cuz that sun ain't coming out soon, stay warm, stay warm/ get your head all sewed on straight, got your mind all over the place/ who's heart you got? open your heart, dream of a world apart/ I'm alone/ I can hear your heart
11.
The Clown 12:40
oh baby I'm the clown with my face made to mock the crowd, hang me on your shelf/ oh baby I'm the one with the heartache on the sun, hang me up for fun/ rabbit red/ just waiting for you to come home and feel my loving grasp, nothing more romantic than our loving last grasp/ I've seen you love him to death, I cannot find a place to rest, can you feel it? will you run rabbit red? I can be, lord I want to be, but I can't see, and lord I can't believe/ I can see you in my dreams fighting, truth be me all I can be/ run/ rabbit red/
12.
Playtime 03:31
once I grow up and have a holiday, all those babies come on out and play/ once you see me dance the night away, these funky moves you'll think I'm gay/ playtime, playtime, gotta get up for playtime/ once you grow up and make a baby, you're gonna look back and say you're sorry/ that baby grows and you're the daddy, that baby grows and hates his mommy/ playtime, playtime, gotta get up for playtime/ playtime, playtime gotta get up for playtime, playtime gotta get up playtime/
13.
God's on the phone, can you give him a call? he'll be waiting for your call/ I have to go, could you pick up your phone when god calls your home?/
14.
Forgive Me 04:11
How many times will I break my baby's heart? how many times can she cry?/ baby how long am I to wait for you? baby how long? I love you/ I miss you, miss your touch, I miss your love, I miss you/ you're all I need, and I'm sorry that I broke your heart, please forgive me
15.
high as a kite in the bottom of the whale/ bottom of the whale/ cry baby cry at the bottom of the whale/ bottom of the whale/ how did I get here? it's so dark in here and I can't see a thing/ how long have I been here? inside of this whale dear, I can't feel a thing/ How did I get here? One will never know/ How do I get out? I put on a show/ high as a kite in the bottom of the whale
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17.
Woke up with a big fat belly full of holes and jelly spilling at the ready/ woke up with my hands on my gut trying not to spill on the bedroom rug/ all I do is spill my guts and nobody gives a fuck, I'm just laying here dying, dying and nobody gives a fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck/ All I try to do is spill my guts for you but sometimes I bleed too much and nobodies there to pick me up/ and so it goes my heart grows old and I am tired, what's the point of moving on when nobody knows you're living?/ spilling my guts girl, spilling my gut gut guts
18.
I want you to cry
19.
Love Me 04:00
sitting at home, sitting all alone has never been fun for anyone/ I try to laugh as I write my epitaph, sitting sitting pretty writing as fast as I can/ love me, love me, love me, love me, love/ put me together I fell to pieces, put me together before I fall through the cracks/ lets all laugh together now i'm wasting my time, I just wanna be loved just like everybody else/ love me, love me, love me, love me, love/
20.
does she know, does she know that I'm bleeding on the floor? does she know, does she know that my heart aint spoken for/ does she know im lying on the dirty floor? does she know why I come back for more? does she know im still here? does she know why I can't leave?/ Does she know, does she know my heart is still here?/ does she know, does she know how much pain I'm in/ does she know i'm lying on the dirty floor? does she know why I come back for more? does she know im still here? does she know why I can't leave?/ does she know my heart ain't spoken for? aint she see my gut on the bloody floor? bleeding out my guts on the kitchen floor/ couldn't know myself ain't but a whore/ it's cold I don't know, im here you're here I don't know
21.
No One 10:24
Where the cold wind blows and my heart goes numb and I wanna see no one where the cold wind blows
22.
Ghost 04:11
I miss you when you're gone, I can't live without you/ I miss you when you're gone, you're all I need to stop from falling/ where were you when I needed you the most? I'm crying now and you're just a ghost/ when you're a ghost let me be your host, baby you're my heart, heart, baby you're my heart/ when I got time, you'll be on my mind, baby you're my heart, heart, baby you're my heart/ I miss you when you're gone, I can't live without you/ I miss you when you're gone, you're all I need to stop from falling/ ghost
23.
gone's your heart, your heart of gold/ gone, gone's your heart of gold/ gone's your heart, your heart of gold/ gone, gone's your heart of gold/ it's your heart, your heart of gold/ your heart, your heart, your heart of gold
24.
Victoria 2 04:34
Victoria, you're my heart dear, heart dear/ losing you dear's my biggest fear/ Victoria you're on my mind almost all of the time when I'm sitting at home when I'm all alone/ Victoria/ Victoria I need your loving, Victoria I'm not sharing/ Victoria you're all I want in my heart/ Victoria I never wanna be apart, be apart/ I need your love, Victoria/ Victoria, you're my heart dear, heart dear/ losing you dear's my biggest fear/ Victoria you're on my mind almost all of the time when I'm sitting at home when I'm all alone/ Victoria/ I need your love, Victoria
25.
Let Go 04:40
I've got your heart, I've got your heart wrapped around my finger, I've got your heart, I've got your heart right where I want it/ where am I now? drinking from a cloud with all my children, where am I now? where am I now? it's time to let go/ please let me know what's in your heart, so I can go and be on my own/ let go, let go of your heart/ let go of your heart and guess who walks right in, hold onto your heart don't let go don't you let go till your ready to let go/ let go, let go of your heart/
26.
Oh Candy 08:00
say, say, say, say, say you're sorry/ oh candy I see you crying, oh candy why you crying?/ my favorite candy look at me, look at me, how funny would it be to have one just for me/ oh candy I see you crying, oh candy why you crying?/ say, say, say, say, say you're sorry/ say, say, say, say, say it's not true/ oh candy, oh candy why do you cry? do you cry? oh why?/ oh candy, oh candy why, do you cry? oh candy why do you cry?
27.
Sorry 06:28
28.
Skin 05:04
skin, my hearts in the way of my skin, I've got nothing to say/ I opened up my own chest and watched my heart beat away, I can't grow up, won't grow up while my hearts half a mile away/ I'm all alone in my own skin
29.
Goodnight 01:24
All the children fast asleep as they dream of bigger things/ sleep well darlings and get ready for a new day

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released April 1, 2021

All songs written by Joshua Rush Crawford
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